I dont want a perfect boyfriend. I just want someone to act silly with, someone who treats me well & loves being with me more than anything. =)

I know that my friends are just joking. But seriously, when friends say something that insults me, I hate it. It hurts me, it feels like a knife being stabbed into my heart. It hurts deeply, it bleeds all day long, just because of a sentence or “a simple joke.” And the thing that makes things worse is the fact that I can only smile and pretend that I’m okay it. Cause I know if I do express my feelings, no one would even fucking care of what I feel. Won’t even give a fuck, not even a bit.