pressure.. ='(

sumpah aku pressure tahap maximum..
ayah mcm marah gila tngok BM aku..
dia x paham ckgu zaidah mcm mana.. ='((
tpi overall, aku puas hati jgak sbb byk prestasi meningkat..
whatever... act,aku perlu someone untuk berckp.. seems like mcm mmg xde pun..
aku sunyi, lgi perlu luah masalah..
makin dekat hari tu, aku makin pressure..
='((

i am sick of all this non-existent bullshit my mind makes up..

that should be me holdin' ur hand,

 that should be me makin' you laugh,

that should be me this is so sad,

that should be me that should be me 

that should be me buying u gifts,

this is so wrong, i cant go on

till you believe that that should be me.. =(

i dont know how to be smething you miss..

i miss the old times.. =(

you should be here.. ='(

i akan jadi paling gembira bila knowing that i'm the reason behind that smile.. =')))

babe, dont have the words to make you feel better, 

but i do hve the arms to hold you..

the lips to kiss you and tell you things will be okay

and the heart to love you forever.. ='))

i tried to stop thinking about you, but it didn't work.. =(

i just want you, thats it.. 

all ur flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, sarcasm

everything.. i just want you.. =((

but, i'mm soo happy if you still care =(

shit.. believe me.. loving me ain't easy!!

='((

i get attached too easily.. =(

don't say you miss me when you don't even try to talk to me! ='((

go ahead, pass me in the halls n pretend i don't exists.. i hope every single time we make eye contact , you relive every memory we've ever had.. 

n i hope it HURTS! ='(((

you don't know what you have until it's gone..