sabar itu tiada hadnya

kemas umah, jaga baby..
jaga Afina sebenarnya membawa perubahan sikap yg besar dlm diri aku..
mungkin dari sifat kasih sayang aku yg semakin menebal..
mungkin sifat keibuan aku bertambah..
mugnkin sifat penyabar aku makin meninggi..
sifat penyayang, sifat menghargai, memahami..
aku x faham bahasa dia, dia melalak, meraung, menjerit..
aku belajar memahami semua tuu..
then aku sedar, dekat luar tu rmai lagi org menderita kesusahan..
naknak lagi, mereka yg dh ada segalanya tpi x reti bersyukur..
x cukup 1 tu, tngok org lain ada dia pun nak!

aku bersyukur, smpai hari ni aku masih hidup..
alhamdulillah..
meskipun hidup aku x dilimpahi kemewahan,
contoh?
handphone, laptop, ipod ehh whatever laaa..
aku syg mak bapak aku, aku x mintak lebih melainkan kasih sayang..
well, aku x materialistik..
aku memahami position dorg
then what?
aku nak ckp dekat 1 dunia, beruntungnyaaaa ada ibu bapa yg caring pasal aku, syg aku, jaga aku..
mereka tegas, even memanjakan aku..
aku mengaku, aku ni anak keras kepala..
tpi lelama aku berlembut jugak sbb aku sedar kene hormat mereka..

aku ni ego.. tinggi..
mmg sifat dari kcik..
tapi, aku bukan jnis berdendam..
mahu2 lgi nak marah forever..
dan benda paling aku benci ialah HIPOKRIT!
HIPOKRIT 24 hours...
mmg susah nk jmpa manusia x hipokrit..
tpi, mgkin aku nak ubah perangai aku lpas ni kepada seseorg yg jnis straight forward..
i'm not coward okay..

another thing,
aku rasa life aku lengkap sekarang..
almost perfect!
ada parents sntiasa support aku, ada akak tmpt menggedik but not too much la skrg,
dia dh kawin, ada baby pun..
haaa that one baby, mmg dia ksayangan aku sekarang <3
and untung jugak, ada 2 orang abg..
pelindung setia satu satunya adik perempuan dorg, Sabrina here! ^^
even abg annoying nakk mammm, but dorg mmg best..
adik! even dia tidak senormal org lain, tpi dia peneman hidup kteorg yg pling best!
gelagat dia, perangai...
comelll, syg afiq!

conclusion,
hihihihiii
rasa selesa dibesarkan dalam keluarga yg semuanya otak dah matang2..
mereka ada byk pengalaman..
ada pape tnye je dorg =D
aku x rasa lifeless, dduk rumah kalau boring layan adik beradik, kemas umah,
wehhh kemas umah jgn mintak upah!
x ikhlas tuuu =P

BITCH! U DON'T KNOW ME

smetimes, i feel like spitting out my entire life's story to anyone who will listen.. =/

hmmm i wish he knew about the little things i do just for him =')

i wish my heart would stop aching when he texts or talks to other girls =P

how i wish you looked at my strengths n not just my weaknesses.. imma not perfect but i have strengths too!

 i wish i knew how to make him smile on his bad days ='D

our time together is just never quite enough..

i love him.. =D

i love his adorable laugh =D

i love his sweet smile =D

i love his random expressions =D

i love his way of say " I LOVE YOU " ='D

i love his endless stupid joke =D

i love his simple way of making me smile.. ='D

i love his cute way of blushing ='D

iloveyou Ilman =') <3

hahahahaha i justtt over-romanticize everything ='D

we wont forget about each other ryte? =')

lets make this last =)

smetimes, we must be apart to see that we're better together ='D

i just want you, thats it!

all ur flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, sarcasm.. everything..

i just want you =')