still trying

hari ke hari..
i meniti hidup. meniti jalan.. mcm biasa..
busykan diri dgn kerja bru, photoshoot berjam2.. online.. n whtever..
n alhamdulillah i lega, i buat sume tu.. i mmg x ingtkan u langsung..
admit, x 100% at least i x mengenang nsib2 sorg2 drpd x cari jln untuk tenangkan diri..
HEY BIENA! U'RE NOT IN LOVE ANYMORE!!!
i know that baby..
but kdg2 bila buat kerja, terhenti sndriiii..
sekejap... kenapa i termenung? smpat lagi...
mengapa? i wonder kenapaaaa i ingt you lagi..
yeah whats wrong with you biena?!!
hahah, paling lawak.. wktu malam.. menyendiri dlm bilik.. asal tibe lagu sedih tgh main..
aku termenung jauh..lpas tu keluar air mata tiba2.. tah cmne aku x pasan..
heyyy, punya lama aku x menangis tau.. about berbulan2  jgk..
its just, y tiba2? hmmmm hanya aku sorg je yg tau ryteeeeee

yea, mungkin syg lgi..
tpi hnya tinggal sisa.. =')
even dah lamaaaaa, i wonder knapa susah sgt nk lupa you. hahhahhaaa
sgt susah.. tpi i percaya takdir yg lbih baik untuk i, Allah sediakn dh untuk hari esok..
i doa u study lah elok2..

oryte, back to work..
i'm being a model!!!
too bad, i x reti pose.. but just buat yg terbaik untuk tolong bos jdi seorang promoter butik..
n buat keje online.. naissssss.. ada gak la beli online.. ohohohohooo
ada org tegur, aku makin kurus..
yeke? x kot.. aku rasa maintain mcm dulu..
xkan ahh sbb xde selera akan sbb ptus cinta? ahahahaha
tah la, based on gmbr model aku dorg la ckp cmtu..
tpi mgkin faktor bju je kot.. hoho

babe.. i miss you..

but you're not mine anymore..

upon meeting you i felt i should be with u alwayssssssss

u are so much more to me than u think...

WHAT IS IS WRONG ABOUT YOU, THAT MAKES ME STILL CARE?! T___T

susahhhh haihhh

aku rindukan kau... rindu sgt..

tpi bukan kau yg sekarang.. KAU YANG DULUUUUUUUUUU =')

even we're apart, i'll always be with you..

remember that =') 

stay around maybe, i can be a better me =')

Trust me, Allah is the best listener.. dan Dia makbulkan apa yg aku pernah mintak slame ni..

what is it?

KEBENARAN yg aku cari slama ni.. =')

Alhamdulillah

bina, dun worrry..

dun worry about people in ur past..

theres a reason they didnt make it to ur future.. Allah is always be with you =')

so, all of that meant nothing? hmmmmm

biena, be with people who appreciates you. not with da people who u want to impress with..

no one ever said it would be this hard biena! =/

aku rse antara moment pling seronok bila org yg aku pling rindu text aku..

aaaaaaaaaa rse happy smpai nak menangis ='P

so sad tau when u realize u arent as important to smeone as u thought u were =(

hmmmmm x sangkaa

n becoz of waiting u is like waiting for rain in this drought.. useless n disappointing!

terlalu baik ke aku smpai x marah2 kau mcm org gila? hmmmmmmmm 

i'm tired of waiting for smething that will never happen..

eventually......................... you stop caring..

eventually it stops being the most important thing in your life..

you see eh, i love you n i dun want lose you..becoz my life has been better since the day i found you..

btol ke? hmmmmm liar!

babe.. i hope you are happy.. okay...? =)